Breathe

Runnning... I have been running so far away from myself.. that I'm beginning to think that I have lost my self in all of what self in it's 4 letters mean.. around a block I crossed..somewhere.. in a turn I made.. what I was running from and where I was going suddenly is unclear.. I've run so far,, I haven't realized.. Now.. I'm just breathless... tired.. and exhausted. A breath is all I want.. a short walk around a crowded New York street.. on a loud restless night is all I want. Just walk and think.. reflect.. breathe.... just breathe.. Feel a cool winter scent on my face.. enter my lungs.. refresh my brain...Stare at the dark sky between the tall skyscrapers..try to find the moon behind the grey clouds..feed my eyes with the glittery stars..hug myself with my coat..sense the loneliness between all the strange faces…. feel the wierd sensation within the night…………....and decide...............

I don't want to run anymore... I don't wanna ache no more.. I wanna face everything.. with all I got.

Music Mood:
1) Me,Myself & I : Beyonce
2) Trippin : Toni Braxton (Linked a translated site..click on the next icon where the playing single is on to switch to Trippin and listen to it.)
3) Free : Sami Yusuf ...The music is sooo moving.. so are the lyrics..his album is a must (Thank you Sami).
4) Al-7al Al-93b : Rashid Al-Majid