Saturday, September 24, 2005

Precious Eyes: Being Blind 4 a Day

Well..the title speaks it out. Starting 3:30 pm local time of Thursday, September 22, 05 till the next full 24 hours, I could not see, literally. I haven't suddenly lost my eyesight or anything, (thank God), but my eyes had to be covered after a minor surgery. In the few first hours I was either sleeping or exhausted, so it wasn't a big deal. The point where I couldn't make use of my eyes started hitting me later on when I checked out of the hospital & went home. I wasn't frustrated really, took the matter as a challenge of senses & an exploration of a new encounter, being in a blind person's shoes. It's different from just imitating a blind individual by closing your eye lids, 'cause you can't subconsciously open them when you sense danger! I had my two younger brothers acting as taxi drivers shifting me from my room to the living room, my parents' room, downstairs & back. It's not that I couldn't identify where I was standing & in which direction I was heading, but it was easier having the help provided & it felt great knowing that you had two sweet caring bros who volunteered to lend a hand even when you did not ask for it.

I have come to recognize the importance of memory, distinguishing of space & object locations to a sightless person throughout my walking journeys around the house. I depended greatly on my detailed remembrance of where this & that were so I could get along without any hits or bumps. One of the funny things I came to do, was "hearing" a couple of shows on TV! :) Yup.. I listened to the Top Ten Movie countdown & the Gilmore Girls, which my mom was watching. I actually challenged myself by turning the channels to the ones I wanted & trying to tell which show / program was showing. I can't say it was a blast, but I gotta admit that I was attempting to amuse myself.

I faced many disadvantages within this single day. There was no internet, reading a newspaper, grabbing your favorite magazine or a great book, observing things, reflecting on the loads of colors surrounding you, watching your own food, (not to mention eating it), seeing your loved ones faces, & so many other things I may or may not have gone through, during this single day.

It was a chance to thank God on just ONE of His countless & valuable gifts. So.. Al Hamdo Li Allah.
Oh.. & one more thing.. Having a two week sick leave is a GREAT plus!!

4 Comments:

At 1:35 PM, Anonymous N. said...

Kc...

Reading your personal journal was ''an experience''. not only because i felt that I, 4 the first time, could hear out your personal thoughts, but because i got to discover ''another'' great talent that you have. your literature is simple, flawless and interesting. I think you should consider it as a profession. you amuse me friend .. keep it on!

p.c.
Why not reflect on some of your beliefs n goals in your writings..
oh .. and try not to hurt your eyes.. boycut the cyber world for a few days :P

N.

 
At 3:59 PM, Blogger KC said...

N.

First of all writing as a profession.. hmm well..I'll just stick with blogging for now..but u never know what happens.. The least I can say is that it's in my blood!
Boycotting the cyber world.. as much as I try.. Unfortunately.. I CAN'T!!

Thanks for passing by 7by.. Describing my literature as flawless is huge!! I'm just starting GURL ;) thanks anyway..I'm flattered by your comment..

Have a safe trip and keep in touch!

KC

 
At 6:22 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey U,

U see, I've known u 4 years, n i think u just started to get. That u're talented. i've always loved the way u expressed ur ideas n theory, they're always uniques n somethin about them intrigues u, totally makin u think on ur own n wonder!

Well i see this as a 'GIFT' .. . n thank GOD, u're finally doin somethin about it n that its seein light .

I believe that sharin some of your ideology with other ppl is inspiraing . KEEP GOIN 'DUDE' :)

LoOl,

 
At 7:17 PM, Blogger Qute said...

Just keep doing what ur doing girl ! and salamat :)

 

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